Sometimes i wonder to myself, if the current state of my life is something i want, something i've achieved or just something i have to go through . So many people, well, you could say about 9 out of 10 people who knew me asked me the very same question, 'Why did you get married at such a young age?' .
I laughed and told them why .
Out of the 9 who asked me why, 3 would say i shouldn't had .
And of course a couple of them said i was stupid, was wrong to get married . But they knew nothing .
Up till this very moment, i haven't regretted getting married . But neither have i stop wishing those fun times would come back . Who doesn't want happy times to last or repeat over and over . Not that i want it to repeat, but thinking sure isn't a crime, comparing my current life to those days, thinking back is so a normal thing . One was heaven, true heaven, the other was just normal .
Perhaps this is part of being settling down . That you get screwed for doing the things you shouldn't do, even though it was your dream, that you get screwed for thinking back because it says your current life is not good enough as compared .
A tough step .
You think that when i make mistake i would repent . Why are you thinking this way ?
I'm all mixed up, confused .
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